I’m posting this as a public service announcement that I’m getting my head out of my ass. grr I get so close to being free of this self-pity shit and then it just creeps back. I must not be taking a principle-centered approach :) But seriously, I’m better than this. I’ve seen glimpses of it. I’m gonna lose everything I’ve worked so hard for if I don’t watch myself.

In related news, if i had time to make a graphic for this post, it would be a flashback to 211 double time photo manipulation. I would be kicking my own ass!...while someone teased me with a huge catfish dinner…you know the “ha ha you can’t have any because you’re a big stupid head!”

In completely unrelated news, my little brother got his heart broken tonight, which I believe has contributed to me picking myself up off the floor. Gotta stand strong for the family. No worries, Jenna and I have major plans to lift his spirits this weekend. After this, there will be no question that we are the coolest sisters in the world!