I’m still waiting to hear from AKQA. My patience is dwindling and so is my savings.

My parents are stressing me out. Despite cooking & cleaning for them, they act as though I’ve never helped out at all. They don’t understand what it’s like living by yourself for 8 years and then suddenly being put in to being around people 24/7. And they open my mail. Seriously. I have to call them whenever I’m leaving somewhere. I feel like a teenager. So much to vent. I’m cutting myself off.

I’ve been playing phone tag with the vet. My mom took the liberty of calling to talk to the vet in my place and she has a habit of confusing things so who knows. According to her, they think she has cushing’s disease, which I’d say the symptoms back that up. I’m still trying to find her a home, so this may make it harder. More importantly, Snip looks as though she has even more tests & medicating ahead of her.

And there’s just a lot of other stuff on my mind. Despite what people might think, it is not awesome having a 3-month break from working. I feel lazy and depressed.

I want a place of my own. I want projects and deadlines. I want to get away from everything here and get back to that place where I long to have it all back.

Patience has never been a virtue of mine and were it not completely impossible to find a place to live without proof of employment, I’d be on the road right now. There is so much here that I’m looking forward to leaving behind for a very long time. Maybe I’ll finally be able to be myself.