Well, it seems my attempt to quit my job didn’t quite go through. Mr. Boss Man talked to me after our meeting today. He said, “Okay, if you don’t want to go full time, will you please stay part-time.” I was like “umm…” So he says, “You tell me what you do and don’t want to do in this job, and we’ll try to make you happy” In my head, I thought “well, when you put it that way” Hehe. I said I didn’t want to become a content bitch, and I have no interest in doing anymore Mambo work. He said that was fine. We’ll let you do all the design work, and you just let me know if you have a hot week with freelance. We’ll work around it. haha so as he was talking I decided if they were going to pay me that much to let me do as much or as little as I wanted, I’d be pretty dumb to quit when I have no job prospects beyond freelance come April-ish.

He also told me that if I want to give up the part-time gig, he’d send me off with a lovely reference letter. It’s great to be loved. This gives me renewed spirit for my job and thus, my mad skills should come to life once again. I will live, thrive, and conquer the world. OK, I got a little carried away.

heh but note my new thing of interest, maniacalrage.net. I really like it. It earned a live bookmark.

I think my music interests change drastically when I get my work spirit back. I listened to more of my old CDs in the car today. I hadn’t heard Live or SOAD in forever. Voodoo Lady was repeated a few times. I thought of Ozzfest when I saw SOAD. They were the best show the whole day. Aerials was like a damn meditation. I think that song made me high.

Enjoyable lyrics of the day:

“classy, holy hooker!”

“you’re just another pretty face in a room full of whores”

“trust in my self righteous suicide”