October 26, 2004
Another Boring Post
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Filed under: Rants
Well, it’s not that I’ve ever really claimed to have an interesting blog, but my last few posts have been more dry than usual. Yesterday was such a good day. I worked for almost 12 hours like a good kid and I was in high spirits. Today, not so much. I wasn’t productive at all and right now, I feel like I need to strangle someone…anyone. This moving process has just involved way too much together time with my mom. I get along with her for the most part, but I guess I just get annoyed with her very easily. I won’t go into too many details, but mainly, I think she can be rude and she gets frustrated at the dumbest things. For instance, we were at Wal-mart, and they had some of the short-cuts blocked off with merchandise, so we had to go a half-aisle past that aisle. It was no big deal but apparently, it was some huge inconvenience to her. Seriously, it was not a problem, but things like that don’t bother me, because they shouldn’t.
Oh, and the fact that she treats me like a 2-year-old and tells me to lock the door behind her gets to me, too. Damn, I keep realizing how many of my bad traits I’ve acquired from her, but seeing them in her, helps me to work on mine—my control tendencies, excessive worrying—all that crap that annoys me about myself.
I’m bummed and I’m cold and I wish my friends around here and I didn’t have to work so much. I believe I’ve got a touch of cabin fever. I’d like to steal my team and go to Chicago. I think that would be fun times.